I’m in my child hood room and there is a TV but no cable 😪😪😪
Today we went to visit my great aunt. The one that has cancer. Not one, not two, but three types of cancer.
It was pretty hard. I kept thinking, “I probably won’t see you again” and it took everything to hold back the tears. She lost weight but still looks good. She was worried about her hair. It was funny, my grand mother was the same way. The hair must always be done.
Because she can’t really sit up, she is always lying down, it’s so sad to see her like that. But she had a smile the whole time we were there. I love her so much and I hate that this will be the last time I see her. I just hope she doesn’t suffer too much. It might sound mean to say but I hope she goes fast. No suffering.
Ok tears are filling my eyes. I’m so emotional since I had CP. never used to cry like this.